anyways i understand, it was somewhat with me… i had joined one and a half year back the skul in 9th std and managed to knw the new ppl but then we were separated into divisions… and unfortunately none of the ppl i had start being close to, was in the commerce section and i realized that once again i have to interact with new ppl and go on with life. Actually for me it wasnt to tough coz i had accepted the separation with my frnds since childhood as i had changed around 5skuls. So i got habitual of it.
Yet i can feel how disappointing it is to be apart.
To be honest i can feel ur situation as i had gone thru this and i would say for me it was constantly frm 5th to 9th std that my performance was damn BAD!!
No body knows why ..actually even me. I had blunders those years. Erm.. i dun evn want to share from what all i have gone thru.. But in short i can just say they went like nightmares for me wich i dun want to rem ever.
and till date i feel im a looser … i nvr could stand up till the expectations of my parents and teachers.
Btw few situations of our life are like which is even deadly to recall. Today ur blog reminded of those years which i had forgotten long back. But anyhow i cant separate it frm myself.
Very true the best tym is to knw who is ur true frnd when u are facing downfalls.
I hate it when ppl consider not to talk to u just coz u dun score gud marks anymore. I shuldnt say but they are totally shit, being professional. I dun think at the end of ur life its ur success wich is going to remembered but ur deeds.
Screw this status.. its the status.. success.. wich have ruined my past life.. and maybe my future too.
Im glad that u had few ppl to support u through those years… never let them go becoz they are the ppl who really love u truly.
Its the first tym i actually did felt a gulp in my throat while reading and typing this…
I wanted to say alot.. but find myself wordless.
Would just say its true.. everything happens for a good reason and its god who is always there with u.
May god bless u forever! Keep rocking and smiling dear.
And yea im sry i couldnt be in ur life when u actually needed someone. I knw till then we hadnt met but yet i felt like saying so i did.
and yaah i never found any of ur blog long that i cant read… i had always love to read them and share my views.
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